Thursday, January 31, 2013

This Is My Drunk Song


It totally summarizes and wraps up my emotions when I'm intoxicated. Yeah I already know I'm weird.

시간이 점점 지날수록
The more that time passes
점점 커져만 가는 내 맘을 너는 아는지
You know that my heart is growing more and more
마음이 점점 커질수록
As my heart becomes bigger
점점 늘어만 가는 눈물을 너는 알고 있는지
You know my tears are increasing more and more
비가 그치고 나면 괜찮아질까
Should the rain stop, would it become okay?
내 맘을 알까 아주 조금이라도
Should you know my heart even though it's small

보고 싶다 보고 싶다
I miss you, I miss you
들리지 않는 목소리 입가에 맴돌다
The unheard voice circling the mouth
그저 맴돌다 사라져 가고
Just circling and disappearing

사랑한다 사랑한다
I love you, I love you
말할 수 없는 아픔에 하루 지나고
Spending days in pain in which I can't say anything
지나갈수록 점점 작아져 가죠
As time goes on, it becomes smaller

눈물이 점점 흐를수록
Tears flow more and more
점점 상처만 받는 내 가슴 너는 아는지
You know my heart that's only receiving more and more scars
가슴이 점점 아려오고
My heart is stinging more and more
점점 바보가 되는 내 모습 너는 알고 있는지
You know my appearance that is becoming more and more like that of an idiot

바람이 불어오면 사랑이 올까
If the rain blows in, will love come?
내게로 올까 마치 거짓말처럼 네가
Will you come to me just like a lie?

보고 싶다 보고 싶다
I miss you, I miss you
들리지 않는 목소리 입가에 맴돌다
The unheard voice circling the mouth
그저 맴돌다 사라져 가고
Just circling and disappearing

사랑한다 사랑한다
I love you, I love you
말할 수 없는 아픔에 하루 지나고
Spending days in pain in which I can't say anything
지나갈수록 점점 작아져 가죠
As time goes on, it becomes smaller

알아 어쩌면 더 아파질 거란 걸
If you know, it's likely that you'll be hurting more
하지만 어쩔 수 없는 이런 내 마음
However, there's nothing I can do with my heart like this

괜찮아요 난 괜찮아
I'm okay, I'm okay
내 맘 좀 다치면 어때 곁에만 있다면
If my heart were to get somewhat painful, how would it be to only be by my side?
너만 있다면 난 견딜 수 있어
If only you were to be by my side, I can endure it

사랑한다 사랑한다
I love you, I love you
가슴이 외치는 그 말 네가 아니면
My heart the screams out those words, if it's not you
안되는 내 맘 점점 커져만 가죠
My forbidden heart becomes larger and larger

내겐 그대뿐이죠…
For me, there's only you

Sunday, January 20, 2013

Song of The Week: Rebelution- Meant to Be


I can see the sun come up
time to get away from here
time to make a new plan up again
water never felt this good
and air had never felt so pure
time to make a new plan up again

oh I want more
I'll start what I came here for
And all I really want is to be free
mhhmmmmmm
Cold to warm
I'll start what I came here for
And all I really want is to be free
mhmmmmmmmmmm

Well now that I've come this far
I'll never lookin' back nooo
Time to make a new plan up again
Things have never looked this clear
I'll never lookin' back nooo
Time to make a new plan up again

Well I want more
I'll start what I came here for
An' all I want is to be free
mhhhmmmmmm
Cold to warm
I'll start what I came here for
An' all I want is to be free
mhhmmmmmmm

Monday, January 14, 2013

My Muse

I've been in the music making mood all day today. Working on this one particular song, I'll post it up when I complete it. 

Posting another song below, 5 Minutes Before Reality by Dear Cloud.



괜찮다면 말해봐 맘 속에 숨겨진 너
이유 모를 눈물과 점점 더 야위어가는 네 모습에
차마 쉽게 말 건네기가 어려워서
외면하곤 했던 난 두려워 텅 빈 시간들이 널 멀어지게 해
데려가줘 네 슬픔을 말해줘
네 숨겨왔던 세상 무너지지 않게
차마 쉽게 맘 전하기가 어려워서
아무 말 못했던 날 잡아줘 병든 현실이 너를 조여온대도
데려가줘 네 슬픔을 말해줘
네 숨겨왔던 세상 무너지지 않게
살아가줘 그 무게 버텨내줘
네 감춰왔던 세상 부서지지 않게
데려가줘 슬픔을 견뎌내기가
살아가줘 혼자론 벅찬 걸 알아
견뎌내줘 너의 세상으로 나를
데려가줘

If it's alright
talk about the you that's hidden in your heart
It was hard with the tears that I couldn't understand 

and your wasted figure for me to bring things up easily
so I looked away
But I'm afraid that empty time is making you drift away

Please take me, tell me your sorrow
So your world that was kept hidden won't crumble

Grasp me, who couldn't say a word
because it was so hard to convey my heart
Even if sick reality is constricting you

Please take me, tell me your sorrow
So your world that was kept hidden won't crumble
Please live, endure the weight
So your world that was kept secret won't shatter

Please take me, to withstand the sadness
Please live, is too much to alone, I know
Please endure, 
take me to your world

Saturday, January 12, 2013

The answer was emptiness...
                             
                              
                       ...right?

Tuesday, January 8, 2013

Song of The Week: Saiai- KOH+

夢のような人だから、
夢のように消えるのです
その運命を知りながら
めくられてきた季節のぺ―ジ

落ちては溶ける
粉雪みたい
止まらない想い

愛さなくていいから
遠くで見守ってて
強がってるんだよ 
でも繋がってたいんだよ
あなたがまだ好きだから

もっと泣けばよかった
もっと笑えばよかった
バカだなって言ってよ
気にするなって言ってよ
あなたにただ会いたくて

初めてでした
これまでの日々
間違ってないと思えたこと
ひだ間に見たいな
その笑顔
生きる道を照らしてくれました
心の雨に傘をくれたのは、あなた一人だった

愛せなくていいから
ここから見守ってる
強がってるんだよ、
でも繋がってたいんだよ
あなたがまだ好きだから

同じ月の下で、
同じ涙流した
ダメなんだよって
離れたくないって
ただ一言ただ言えなくて

いつか命の旅
終わるそのときも
祈るでしょう
あなたがあこがれた
あなたであること
その笑顔を幸せを

愛さなくていいから
遠くで見守ってって
強がってるんだよ
でも繋がってたいんだよ
あなたがまだ好きだから

もっと泣けばよかった
もっと笑えばよかったのかな?
バカだなって言ってよ、
きにするなって言ってよ
あなたにただ会いたくて
あなたに、ただ会いたくて。。。

You're like a dream
so you'll disappear like dreams do
I knew we were fated to that
It's just another page of a season that came and went

Just like powder snow
falling and melting
my feelings won't stop

You don't have to love me
Just watch over me from far away
I'm pretending to be strong
But I just want to be connected to you
Because I still love you

I wish I could have cried more
I wish I could have smiled more
Go on and say I'm stupid
Go on and say I shouldn't care
But I just want to see you

It was the first time I thought
that my life so far wasn't wrong
Your smile is like a sunny place
shining light over the road of my life

You were the only one
who gave me an umbrella
to shelter myself from the rain in my heart

It's ok if you can't love me
I'll watch over you from here
I'm pretending to be strong
But I just want to be connected to you
Because I still love you

Under the same moon
we shed the same tears
"This is wrong"
"I don't want to leave you"
I just couldn't say these words

Even when my life's journey
comes to an end
I'll surely be praying
that you are the person you wanted to be
that you are smiling
that you are happy

It's ok if you don't love me
Just watch over me from far away
I'm pretending to be strong
But I just want to be connected to you
Because I still love you

I wish I could have cried more
Maybe I should have smiled more
Go on and say I'm stupid
Go on and say I shouldn't care
But I just want to see you

I just want to see you

Takoyaki!


Being so bored at home, I decided to make some takoyaki for the family. Been a long while since I had last made them. Kerochan from Cardcaptor's the one that got me into wanting to cook this years ago. This is super easy to make at home and so yummy! Enjoy~

Takoyaki Ingredients

Takoyaki Balls:
250g of takoyaki batter mix (half of the bag i bought, makes 36-40 takoyaki balls)
1 egg
3 1/3 cup chilled water
precooked octopus (sliced into small pieces)
green onion
pickled ginger 
wasabi (optional)

Sauce Topping and Garnishes:
okonomiyaki sauce
japanese mayonaise
roasted nori/seaweed
bonito flakes









Takoyaki Directions:

1. Mix the batter flour, egg and ice chilled water into a bowl.

2. Turn on the takoyaki grill pan and make sure to thoroughly oil it before using. Peanut oil is best since it has a high smoke point and has no flavor.


3.Pour the batter to fill up the cavity.

4. Insert the filling, can be anything you want. The traditional ones(which I made) include the octopus, green onion and pickled ginger.
5. (The most difficult step of all) After the batter has cooked enough, they're slightly brown and can hold their shape. Using two thin skewers, flip all the balls so they're at a 90 degree angle with the pan. 

6. Fill up that empty space with more batter and wait for it to brown some more.
7. Just repeat the flipping and flipping until it's all brown and crispy. (There's no need to add more batter unless there are still empty spaces)

8. Dress it with the two sauces, okonomiyaki and mayo. And top it with crushed roasted seaweed and bonito flakes. 


My finished takoyaki~



























Note: I'm not the best food photographer, had to take it with my phone cam e_e

Sunday, January 6, 2013

Letters To You

Dear Yushin,

I know it was a long time ago. But I've been pondering and pondering recently. Are you really happy?
I still hate you.

Luvyduv

P.S. Then again... the other answer would have made me hate you more.