Fools- Lauren Aquilina

those hardest to love need it most
i watched our bodies turn to ghosts
such good friends, it has to end it always does
that's the way life is
do we take that risk?

and so it all boils down to this
we've got our aim but we might miss
we are too fragile just to guess
and i've been in this place before
fine as we are but we want more
that's human nature at its best

what if we ruin it all, and we love like fools?
and all we have we lose?
i don't want you to go but i want you so
so tell me what we choose

friends, i watched us as we changed
the feelings in my headspace rearranged
i want you more than i've wanted anyoneisn't that dangerous?

the anticipation before the kiss
mirrored in my shaking lips
oh god i feel so unprepared
the two of us so out of place
my feelings written on my face
got what i want but now i'm scared

what if we ruin it all, and we love like fools?
and all we have we lose?
i don't want you to go but i want you so
so tell me what
tell me what we choose
what we choose
what we choose

what if we ruin it all, and we love like fools?
and all we have we lose?
i don't want you to go but i want you so
so tell me what
tell me what
tell me what we choose

Falling Slowly

I don't know you
But I want you
All the more for that
Words fall through me
And always fool me
And I can't react
And games that never amount
To more than they're meant
Will play themselves out

Take this sinking boat and point it home
We've still got time
Raise your hopeful voice you have a choice
You've made it now

Falling slowly, eyes that know me
And I can't go back
Moods that take me and erase me
And I'm painted black
You have suffered enough
And warred with yourself
It's time that you won

Take this sinking boat and point it home
We've still got time
Raise your hopeful voice you had a choice
You've made it now

Take this sinking boat and point it home
We've still got time
Raise your hopeful voice you had a choice
You've made it now
Falling slowly sing your melody
I'll sing along

To give you guys an idea of how many of my drafts actually does turn into posts.

Those Hummingbirds

I've been keeping track of them, taking pics every couple of days since they've hatched. I didn't update it but they've hatched about two weeks ago. They looked like weird hairy caterpillars when they first hatched but now they're starting to look like a hummingbirds. Won't be long before they fly off on their own. 

What am I thinking, things will always be the same.

Lotte Kestner- Halo

Probably the best cover of Beyonce's Halo.

Remember those walls I built
Well, baby they're tumbling down
And they didn't even put up a fight
They didn't even make up a sound

I found a way to let you in
But I never really had a doubt
Standing in the light of your halo
I got my angel now

It's like I've been awakened
Every rule I had you breakin'
It's the risk that I'm takin'
I ain't never gonna shut you out

Everywhere I'm looking now
I'm surrounded by your embrace
Baby I can see your halo
You know you're my saving grace

You're everything I need and more
It's written all over your face
Baby I can feel your halo
Pray it won't fade away

I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo

Hit me like a ray of sun
Burning through my darkest night
You're the only one that I want
Think I'm addicted to your light

I swore I'd never fall again
But this don't even feel like falling
Gravity can't forget
To pull me back to the ground again

Feels like I've been awakened
Every rule I had you breakin'
The risk that I'm takin'
I'm never gonna shut you out

Everywhere I'm looking now
I'm surrounded by your embrace
Baby I can see your halo
You know you're my saving grace

You're everything I need and more
It's written all over your face
Baby I can feel your halo
Pray it won't fade away

I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo

I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
Halo, halo

Everywhere I'm looking now
I'm surrounded by your embrace
Baby I can see your halo
You know you're my saving grace

You're everything I need and more
It's written all over your face
Baby I can feel your halo
Pray it won't fade away

I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo

I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo

Colors

There was this color called white
The color of my purest feelings
The color of totality
However, its vagueness disturbed me
I broke it up in attempt to find clarity

There was this color called red
The color of wildest desires
The color of how much I want you
However, passion alone felt so inadequate
I tried to express love with something else

There was this color called orange
The color of soothing embrace
The color of warmth I hope I'm giving you
However, warmth alone would not do
I shook my head, I needed to express this better

There was this color called yellow
The color of happiness and bliss
The color that I began to see since I started knowing you
However, I love you not only during the happy times
I moved on, yellow wasn't quite how I felt

There was this color called green
The color of fertility and harmony
The color I dreamt of to be with you someday
However, it wasn't just the dreams that drove me
I started to worry about not being able to convey this to you

There was this color called blue
The color of trust and loyalty
The color of my loving only you
However, my love wasn't just about being loyal
I disliked how I couldn't even word my love properly

There was this color called indigo
The color of wisdom and curiosity
The color I imagined venturing into with you
However, exploration wasn't all that I want to do with you
I turned sour at how I might not be able to express it at all

There was this color called violet
The color balancing passion and loyalty
The color of how I want to cherish you so tenderly
However, it was still lacking all the other things
I started to despair, I failed to express something I felt so strongly

There was this color called black
The color of solitude and death
The color of me having lost my way
However, that was when you came to me
I received a kiss on the lips and was told that I wasn't alone

There was this color called white
The color of sincerity and purity
The color I used to dislike for its simplicity
However, that was a thing of the past
I realized my love for her is indeed pure white

-mibuchiha